1. |
faces
03:22
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are you seeing what im putting down?
just letting it slip that this is real
but i shouldnt need your consideration
does it really take that much effort to feel?
and ive told myself it doesnt even matter anymore
even though i know damn well that its not easy
"something has to happen for you to earn this title"
well, as much as you'd like to think, its not up to me to break this cycle
(start again with me) lend a face to someone else
(new definition) a hope we'll never have to hide
(reach normality) nothing's anything in particular
(it's the little things) just sit back, relax, enjoy the ride
(start again with me
new definition
reach normality)
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2. |
out
04:38
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a beating heart
a body that wants to run from the start
so much time wasted
it takes all that you have to do your part
i know i need to grow
i need at least something to show
for being, living in this world
help me for i am not worthy
are you compelled to fight and stay?
or do you burn in a complex way?
out of line
out of life
out of mind
and out of sight
moving ahead but turning back
victims of their own attack
its getting to me and i just want out of this
for what its worth i guess i should be proud of this
but how am i supposed to feel the sun
if the cover of night has won?
(and it kills me to say
i wouldnt want it any other way
at the end of the day
its worth it to recharge and fade away)
the last i heard
the voice of reason seemed absurd
so why is listening to it
one of the easiest things to?
i know its likely going to pass
and its mostly my own fault
and i should make a move eventually
still i am here
out of line
out of life
out of mind
and out of sight
moving ahead but turning back
victims of their own attack
its getting to me and i just want out of this
for what its worth i guess i should be proud of this
but how am i supposed to feel the sun
if the cover of night has won?
(and it kills me to say
i wouldnt want it any other way
at the end of the day
its worth it to recharge and fade away)
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3. |
mirage
04:01
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give me the possibility
to find what i know and never let it go
i don't think i have a lot of time
except for the fact that i do
and its times like this i don't know when to trust myself
and all the little hints of more i could know if i could calm down and tell myself to
(hold on now)
there's excitement in discomfort if you know where to look
(distant clouds)
everything is reminiscent of something that i took
(a paradigm)
two sides to every story; so read me like a book
(open wide)
and see if what i find
could change my mind
hear
my thoughts
the feelings they brought
a kiss
to find
a moment in time
come, connect
i repay my debt
to those, i fear
who wanted me near, oh
hold me to my word
as i take flight
(hold on now)
(distant clouds)
(a paradigm)
(open wide)
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4. |
fade
05:10
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lights out; turn the corner
leave the room; without
sometimes a headspace is a means of how
a disappearing act inside our crown
hide now; not like you have a choice
a mist spread around
take it or leave it, own it
such a fowl position to know
but doesnt it stop the sounds?
an automatic wall of distanced solitude
and i can't help if its an inconvenience for you
how do i take control if comfort drowns the vibrant hues?
decisions made regardless if the sky did choose
just watch as it all turns to grey
seems like youve got nothing to say
its the risk of living day to day
so hold on tight to something if you dont want to fade away
keep your feet from running
hold down the will to stay
fickle minds take the time to fly astray
find the middle ground
temptation its on its way
such an easy path of ones delay
so you better hold on tight to something if you don't want to fade away
time out; (time out) you mean to tell me
all the walls fell out? (oh)
you don't seem to understand
to make me doubt
when your right up in my face
and change my route
(its the very least that you could do for me)
right now, i can't be present
and attend the drought
who am i kidding
it's a shame im laying under this shroud
but i dont really care to shout
stuck in a lifelong ride though time has payed its dues
they say too much of anything is never good for you
but i don't know if i need help
or if its just a passing through
i guess ill stay and wait and see
how much is new
just watch as it all turns to grey
seems like youve got nothing to say
its the risk of living day to day
so hold on tight to something if you dont want to fade away
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5. |
prose
03:30
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this time for sure
even though we already know how its gonna end
lets do it the right way
carve the future in the stars
we've come so far
i wouldn't be upset if you forgot about me now
do me a favor light up the sky
like the light that passes through you
(keep me safe
in the box of prose)
its so fortunate to live a life that never ends
come and save me, i am waiting to make a friend
as the sun sets a brand new dream can rise again
keep the heart you've nurtured and surprise me
blue moon against a violet sky
we're so far away from home
hope for a happy ending, but
you'll have to let me go right here
i was never any good at manning the defenses
but i think ive gotten better
its against all odds that we can keep this up
but i'll just have to try
(crimson light
out at sea
find the sound and
set me free)
its so fortunate to live a life that never ends
come and save me, i am waiting to make a friend
as the sun sets a brand new dream can rise again
keep the heart you've nurtured and surprise me (surprise me)
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6. |
interval
04:10
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(it's never going to be the same again, isn't it?)
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7. |
coarse
05:18
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specks of crimson
appear in a moment
black protrusions
an invasion of the self
constant plague upon my skin
this is how its meant to be
time and time again
why should this ritual help me breathe?
'cause when it comes time to take of the face
its hurts so much more when you've had it on for days
and the promises you had no choice but to make
wear away over time; no one cares cause they're yours to hate
and oh the lives we'd live given time
if preambles could stall the acid rain
and i know it's not just me, no,
but is a loving life enough
to justify the pain?
i am my own worst enemy
can't disconnect to set me free
just learn to live with the feeling of
disposition finding a second sea
give a me a solid chance to flee
its been a while since the leave
acceptance isnt the key
steam and sunlight
accompany my fixture
watch me burning
through the eyes of the refined
helpless to the undying cause
when are we out of time?
patience is the path
steady thoughts try to ease my mind
but the obsession still remains all the same
grow your hair, change your name, saunter off and play the game
its a detriment to everyone, they'll proclaim
its not their fault that your so difficult to blame
healing words that
do as much as you'd expect.
deny; do i
deserve any better?
rectify, for our lives
grounded by this virile creed
break me, kill me, anything
to be anyone but me
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8. |
sunken
05:06
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its so, so cold
and everything's so distant
if i'd have been told
it might've turned out different
shadows loom
and bury their way inside
and construct something else
can you even call it "alive"?
my disposition seems to be
to end it all over again
but there's so much that's keeping me
tethered to my eyes, my skin
i need to scream
i need to leave and shut the door
what am i even fighting for anymore?
its time to sleep
will i wake soon?
weep again into the night
it's so fucking hard to fight
disconnect and living lies
give me up and let me die
can't you see?
i want to be free
hold me down and rip out
whats inside of me
my body's so sore
its too much to ignore
i dont want to fight it anymore
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9. |
------
03:53
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if i told myself of specks of light within the dissonance
that i made it here
would you be proud of me?
would i even care?
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10. |
harmonize
03:25
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there lies a fragment
of what it means to be someone who doesnt yet
know what there is to comprehend
where minds cant take it to understand that
everybody hurts in ways
impossible to recollect
time heals all wounds
especially the ones we gave ourselves
that only show themselves when they have gone
we may have reconciled our innocence
but now its time to start the fight
and tell ourselves the time has come, hey
back then it was someone else
embedded in the winds of time
keep in mind that what you felt
disregarded the signs
will i be able to forgive
while living on the other side
reaching back through all the years
consolidating whats inside
maybe i just need to live
and figure out the world beside
what i already know i hear
and have the best time of my life
(embrace the distance
through time; harmonize)
(harmonize)
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11. |
juniper
06:24
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does it feel like you've earned your place
to say it feels like home?
has it always been some sort of broken dream
fighting for a mind to call your own?
situations happen to arise
that seem to reach for the unknown
then you just have to say that you'll wait one more day
to find the time to show the world that you have grown
it may be hard to believe
but what if your already there?
this state of life is everchanging
so look at what you have cause its so very rare
at the point where the earth meets the sky
does it stay the same for the rest of our lives?
live and grow with me and we can freely roam
and forge these memories that we can call our own
is it time for me to go?
im so much more grateful than you know.
(and i told myself it doesnt even matter)
and all the answers will be known
all the wanderers will find a home
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12. |
continue
03:10
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what does it mean
when all you can think
is how not to go on thinking?
what will i say
when i have to answer for my ways?
when it comes time to look back and be afraid?
make it so we live
over and over it demands of us
so come, my friends, its not the end just yet
the days accommodate your everlasting grief
so cry all that you can
we're all so tired
and i think that that might be the case
for a very long time
at least until the end of the world
as i look up at the infinite sky
i think ive realized my only truth:
it might always be time to die
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